Freedom at Last!

It’s official, my summer vacation has finally started for me…I mean technically I have one more day of school left but I am choosing to skip it because..who cares. But yes I am finally free! Free from homework, from annoying people, and of course the annoying teachers.

Now, I’m not saying all teachers are terrible and cruel because I have definitely had some AMAZING teachers in the past but you know there is ALWAYS just one teacher that just gets under your skin. I had a couple this year but there was one in particular that made me want to cry, throw-up, and scream all at the same time. She was the kind of teacher that just seemed to intimidate you to the point where you were too afraid to even ask questions because if you did she would look at you as if you were stupid. In my opinion if you have that sort of effect on children then you do NOT need to be teaching. I don’t care how qualified you are, if I am too afraid to talk to you and ask questions, and I end up making a low-grade in your class because of it then maybe you should take some sensitivity training or something……

But like I was saying I am done with all of that! I can now spend my time laying in bed, watching Netflix, or simply sleeping because I no longer need to worry about school. It is kind of terrible that I feel that way about free public school, I mean look at me I get free schooling, I’m not starving to death, and I have clothes on my back…I need to stop complaining.Its just I get so stressed throughout the year. I am always worried about an assignment or my grade in a class and it is just nice to be able to let my brain have a vacation for a while. I can finally go out and do some fun stuff without having a nagging thought about how I have a AP Psychology test tomorrow or a Chemistry lab due Wednesday…I’m just free to make plans!

Speaking of plans the upcoming months seem to be a little pack full of amazing-ness. I am about to go to a concert on May 26, then another one on June 8, and then on June 22 I am getting to go on a trip to the beach with my grandmother for a couple of days. It just seems like maybe I won’t have another summer where I am sitting in my house all day avoiding sunlight like I have in the past. I am ready to embrace this summer and, in a way, form a new me. I really think that is my goal for this summer, change the way I take on the world and change the way the world takes on me. Instead of being a “shy girl who doesn’t talk much” like everyone thinks I am I want to become the person I am around friends and family. A girl who tells “funny” jokes and is able to have conversations easily and not worry about what I say all the time…I will probably talk about all of this another time…

But ya, I am ecstatic about the fact that it is summer and I can’t wait for things to start happening! I really think it is going to be amazing and hopefully adventure packed! Let me know some of your summer plans and some reasons why you are excited for the summer to start! Like always its been amazing sharing my thoughts with you and I will talk to you later!